I really am my own worst enemy. Most of my anxiety problems are because I sit here and over anaylis everything. And I really mean everything. Sometimes that cigar really is only a cigar. But I am getting better at trying not to over think every damn thing. It is not like I can just stop doing it. It is who I am and what I am. I realize that it is not healthy and really I don't like it taking over. It is something that I realize I do and am working on minimizing.
Now on that note, things are really looking better these days. I do feel much happier. Work is going well, school is going well, I don't worry about my failed marraige any more. Life is looking up. I started dating again. I have met a very nice lady that if nothing romantic comes of it, at least she is really cool and can be a good friend. I have refound some of my missed hobbies. I am taking pictures again, after forgetting how much I loved doing that. And if I don't say so myself, I am not to shabby at it either. :) And I have rediscovered how much music means to me. I had sort of stopped listening to music as much and well now I do listen.
And one final quick note. RUN OUT AND GO SEE
"SERENITY"! IT IS A DAMN GOOD MOVIE!!!!!
