So what can I say, I suck at keeping this blog up to date. I quick summary of my recent history.
Underworld: Evolution is a fun movie. Go see it.
New position is pretty good at work. Still in training. Three more weeks of training in fact.
Photography is fun. I have posted a bunch of recent photos on my flickr site. In fact that is probably to best way to see what I am up to. Watch my flickr site. I usually post pics very soon after I have taken them.
The exception being this week. I posted a bunch of pictures from when the Ex and I took Sarah to Woodbine Centre last week. After I had posted them I had almost used up my quota for the month. I figured that I would as a couple megs worth so that I could post pictures from the shoot that I am going on tomorrow. Well, when I had my summary home page up on flickr, one of the 4 pics was one of Lorraine and Sarah. It was bugging me to keep seeing that picture, so I had to post pics to push that one off the home page. Go figure. I guess I haven't completely got over the seperation yet. Sucky.
One question, does one ever get over it? Does the feelings of loss and inadequecy ever go away? I just wish I could get on with my life and forget about it. I guess the feelings I have are more of jealousy these days. More specifically, she can get pick up guys and get boyfriends, why can't I get the dates too?
[ed: Does that clear up the ambiguous English now, Raj?] I know I have looks working against me, or at least that it seems.
Oh well, fuck it. I guess I am just sentenced to a life of loneliness. Or at least for now.
As I hinted to up there, going on a shoot tomorrow that I am really looking forward to. I will post picks as soon as possible afterwards.
Bye for now.
